ready.to.cut.
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hating myself tonight.. again
almost everything i’ve said to her has come out wrong. if i were her i would’ve completely shut me out by now. i don’t know what is wrong with me. i still care.. i still wish we were closer. i wish that i was different (in every.single.way.)- better. \skinnier, prettier, smarter, funnier, richer, saner…/ it’s like someone else takes over when i try to talk to her and i always come out sounding like a total bitch- wtf is that about? that’s not really who i am. but it doesn’t matter because i’m pretty sure i’ve blown my chance (multiple times) to show her the real me. why do matters of the heart have to be so complicated? why can’t i just be a good friend? why do i always have to turn into this crazy megabitch that i don’t even know?
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Meet Jade. She killed herself three days after making this video.. Teenage suicide accounts for 31,000 suicides a year in the U.S, making it the 3rd leading cause of suicide. Worldwide, nearly one million people commit suicide every year.. more than those murdered or killed in war. Think before you say something hurtful to someone else. It may look like they’re okay, but they’re not. Words are more powerful than you think. Repost this not just for Jade, but for every teenager who is going through what she went through. You can help save a life. And wasn’t she just gorgeous? I WILL FOREVER REBLOG THIS.
